you'll still be my STAR*

..but how come I feel so empty? sheesh. 
And I really don't know why. :|

mood: nostalgic

Haay. My bumming days are over. x)
Mixed emotions. Excited and anxious at the same time.
How I wish pagpasok ko sa Wednesday, Rizal parin ang mga classmates ko. Arrrgggh.
i just miss them soooo much.. haay. Oh well, college ka na ineng! haha. ü
Wala lang, nakakamiss lang sila. Period. 

Last night, I read all the letters that I got from my high school classmates/friends- recollection letters (we do this annually. haha. kahit wala ka nang masabi at nagmumukhang NOTE lang ang letter mo. Go lang! hehe), valentines letters, ka-chorvahan letters ('yung tipong wala lang. haha. trip mo lang siyang sulatan ü) and 'yung most memorable ay yung graduation/farewell letters. Yes, tinago ko lahat yun from my freshie days until my senior's. Binasa ko ulit siya kagabi at ang weird ng feeling kasi matatawa ka na maiiyak. And then, bigla na naman akong nagreminisce at nagsenti-sentihan:

`I remember those days na lagi akong may kasama kahit saan man ako pumunta.. [Yes, kahit sa CR. hindi ako nakakapag-CR without my buddies, Yen and Regine. ü]
`I remember those jampacked days, or should I say weeks, na loaded kami with assignments, projects, practices and other co-curricular activities. 'Yung tipong sabay-sabay yung deadline at hindi mo alam kung anong uunahin sa kanila. CRAP.
`mga bonding moments sa Buhadan (Green House), PTL, EZ2 Dancer mania sa SM Molino, movie marathon on someone's  place (usually kanila Bear or Alaine) and stuffs like that.. Actually, wala kaming pinipiling lugar, basta we're together solve na. Basta matripan lang kahit kasagsagan pa yan ng exams, go lang! Haha..
`I remember those corny jokes na hindi ko alam kung kanino nagsimula. Ehem. haha. Ok, I'm GUILTY! haha. Ü
`mga HEAD STAND days na talaga namang naging CRAZE, specifically nung 4th year. :)
`mga class trips na uber saya. :) competitions na sobrang pinaghandaan (Speech Choir, Sabayang Pagbigkas, palit Liriks, etc) JS Prom na, well, ayus lang.. hehe. SAYAWIT days, Intrams (especially the cheering days. haha ü) and Family day. Nandiyan din ang mini business days (define HAGGARDNESS here! haha. ) na kahit maraming conflicts ay go parin! 
`Namiss ko rin ang aking pamilya sa Junior Perpetualite! aww. Soooobrang na-enjoy ko ang last Press Conference na sinalihan namin (isama mo narin si Manok Choleng! haha ü) one of a kind experience! Ü 
`tawanan, iyakan, kantahan, sayawan, kainan, ligawan at kung anu-ano pang --an! haha. Name it! :) napagdaanan namin lahat yan.. Yeah. We're together through those ups and downs..

Haay. Yes I know, that was sooo high school! :) Iba na ang buhay college.
I have to be on my own now. I don't have to be surrounded with my 'bestest friends' wherever I go.
It's so saaaad. :( But then again, I can say that I'm getting used to it.
Nakasurvive naman ako ng isang sem na hindi Rizal or hindi high school friends ang kasama ko.
Marami narin akong na-meet na bagong friends na talaga namang mahal na mahal ko din,  pero no one could ever replace Rizal.. 
IV-Rizal will always be IV-Rizal.. ü Iba parin sila. 
Siguro nga, I just miss them..
and I always will..  

***
Thank you guys for everything!
I learned a lot from you..
You will always be a special part of me..
I loooove and I miss you all. 
Xoxo. ü

location: house.

mood: I love GOD. ♥

You know what, God is really in control of our lives.
Last night, we went to the wake of our neighborhood, Andrea Nicole.
She's a 6 month old little angel who died from a heart ailment.
She's the little princess of her family.
Her grandpa said to us, "Siguro ayaw na niya kaming pahirapan.."
Haay.. It's just so sad knowing that she died at a very young age.

See? Life is really so short and death is all around the corner.
Life is a precious gift that we received from Him.
It is also the best gift because not everyone gets the chance to have it.
It is something that we should cherish.

Live with intention.
Walk the edge.
Expect a little.
Assume nothing.
Learn from our mistakes and continue to learn.
Choose with no regrets.
Treasure every moment with your loved ones.
Appreciate your friends.
Do what you love.
Love.
Laugh.
Cry.
Pray.
Achieve your goals.
And live life as if this is all there is. ♥

Life is short.
Each day is a blessing, so we should not forget to thank God for giving us another day to live.
Make the most out of it and live everyday as if it's the last.
'cos we'll never know, when it's time.. ü

location: house. :)

mood: crappy

Haay.. Finally, enrolled narin ako. :)
I can't believe it, OF na ako..
Nakaasar nga lang kanina kasi soooobrang init!
superb talaga! 
From college sec to OUR, then from OUR to Admin, back to OUR again..
Sheesh.. Pabalikbalik akong naglalakad sa kainitan ng araw..
Buti nalang at hindi masyadong mahaba yung pila sa cashier.. :)
Anyways, I got my classcards except in PE 1..
Hindi ko kasi alam kung saan kukuhanin e and besides, hindi naman yata siya kasama sa GWA..
So, hindi ko na kinuha. hehe..
Satisfied naman ako sa mga results, except for my Eng1 although pasado naman siya. :)

But before that,  I saw someone waiting for a jeep in front of Goldilocks. Haha. :)
Nasa jeep ako nun, badtrip ako then may nakita akong something. Haha.
Something talaga eh? I'm not bitter. :DD
Nagulat lang ako kasi madalas ko na yata siyang makita/makasalubong/maka-eye to eye contact nowadays. Err. 
Ang cheesy! Haha. I don't know. *sigh*
I used to hate him because of his 'assuming' attitude something like that, but then again, I don't know why do I still 
like him.. I don't know why I'm still hoping to be his classmate in any subject this semester.. It sucks. ^^ 
He's a CRAP! haha. 
I'm not bitter, I swear. :))

Okay, so much for that..
Ayoko na dumagdag sa populasyon ng mga taong BITTER sa mundo. haha..
Yeah. Life is good to be wasted on such crappy things. :D

Haay. Nakakapagod itong araw na ito. :)
Pero worth it naman.. ^^
I'm ready for the next semester..
Goodluck sa akin! Haha. :DD 

***
Wala parin akong topic sa Eng2 at wala parin akong maisip..
Thanks to my bestfriend Julliene.. Her friendster comment really makes me happy. :)
I miss Lil.. I miss our trio.. 
I wish Stephen is not bitter anymore. Haha. :D
I crave for a Hello Panda. aww.
and I hope everybody is happy.  weeee. :DD

mood: creative

YOUR GUY SIDE:

[ ] You like hoodies.
[x] You like jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get
hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on
a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own/ed an X-Box.
[x] Played with HotWheels cars as a
kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to
be a firefighter.
[ ] You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power
Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball
caps.
[ ] You like going to high school
football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect football
cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers
with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver
are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care
what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Sleep with your socks on at night.
TOTAL: 8

YOUR GIRL SIDE:

[x] You wear lip gloss/stick.[balm]
[x]You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or
pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your
wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite
hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You were in gymnastics/dance.
[x]It takes you more one hour to
shower, get dressed, do your hair.
[x] You smile a lot more than you
should.
[ ] You have more than 6 pairs of
shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you
can.
[x] You like wearing
bodyspray /perfume.
[x] You love the movies.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little
kid.
[ ]Like putting make-up on someone
else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like being the star of everything.
TOTAL :  13

sheesh..
I'm a girl! :)
No doubt about that..
haha. :DD